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This is my random life. The good, the bad, and the ugly. There is no real purpose other then to share. So glad to have you on board for the ride, got your seat belt on??!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

My life and the contents

The picture above has no relevance...but im weird and random like that.

So, I'm pretty sure that I have some rare disease that no one has ever heard of before and I am even more sure that I have like 3 months to live or something! Anxiety will do that to you!

My days recently have been stressful for lack of a less cliche word to use. I have been fighting off a strong migraine headache for 5 days! Yes I know they are not suppose to last that long.Today it finally subsided, but the after pains and soreness, are still lingering. I saw the Ear, Nose, and Throat doctor yesterday, and he took this weird looking skinny scope and ran it down my nose into my throat, while I watched on in horror though these high tech glasses. I will not lie, I almost panicked a couple of times.

Paranoid, creepy, girl, party of 1, your table is ready.

Now, I will be seeing a neurologist, and I am sure the diagnosis will be as I predicted. I'm a goner. They are not even able to see me until the end of October, and by then it will be too late!!! Whaaaa!!!

Stop laughing!

You know what bugs me the most? Aside from feeling so sick, and wanting to ship my kids to China just so I could have some peace and quiet, I really missed blogging.

It really is therapeutic to "write" it all out. No matter how gross or disturbing it might be. Have you ever been so sick that you literally wanted to run and cry in your room all alone? No? I felt like that this past week. With pbear working so much I felt helpless. Monkey helped out a lot and luckily she works very well on her own or else we all would have been in trouble.

Lastly- since I will be turning 30 this year...yes you read that right, I have been really connecting back to the times of my life that were the most innocent and carefree, and those would be the good old 80's. Here are a couple of the songs that make me think of being a kid (under 10) every time I hear them. Its sort of sad to get older, and I don't mean the aging part, but the fact that you will never relive those moments in your life that have past, ever again.

John Waite - Missing You
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Madonna - Borderline
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  1. omg that must be so stressful hun. I have my fingers crossed that there isnt anything seriously wrong and it's just a virous etc.

    And congrats on turning 30. It's the new 25 don't you know ;o) Can I come to the party? lol
    Take it easy hun! KC xx - always welcoming new followers, guests, and comments xx

  2. I had one of them headaches when I was pregnant I tried everything...Nothing worked BUT Excedrin Tension Headache. The Dr had given me some Tylenol 3's but they didnt help. Hope you continue to feel better I missed ya =)

  3. Hell YES!!! THE BEST songs bitch!!!!!

    Nothing beats the 80's. Nothing! I'll be turning 27... yes anxiety here too. That's why I fucking dope my ass up on Xanex and pretend I don't know what day it is!!!!

    I'm a tad hypochondriacal also!

  4. LOVE it! Those songs rock!

    I hope this all works out and its chalked up to stress.... YOUR not goin anywhere! =) HUGS


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